why do you fucking hate me so much

i dont hate you//yes you do//no i dont//yes you fucking do can you please just-//i dont hate you-how could-why do you keep saying that?//...nothing-never mind// why would you say something like that?// it doesnt matter// yes it does?// ...// do you really think i hate you?// no i was just being...// ... im just confused because like// im sorry ok fuck me// what no i just mean// can we drop it// well i mean i dont want to just drop it if we're having a real conversation and shit// ...this is a real conversation?// yes? ...was that like- are you just trying to be an asshole right now or?// no im just being honest i dont think this will be productive so// ok so if you dont think it will be produ-// yes i dont so can we please just fucking drop it.// ...ok fine.// ..........// its just-// oh my FUCKing god-//bro i am just- i am JUST SAYinggggg that-that..you know that like-// what, what were you 'JUST SAYINGGG'// fucking-if you let me finish-// right yes sorry finish// ......i was just saying that.....i dont know, i dont- i dont think our conversations are ever...like UNproductive.// right.// no like honestly i mean-you know i feel like we -at least- understand each other... better...by the end// no yeah totally it seems like you always feel better// ok so.......you're saying that you just always feel worse after our conversations? or? like...// did i fucking say that?// uh like fucking kind of?// um no like i didnt at all?// ok sorry its just that apparently i always feel SO much better, and you just feel-// did i say how i feel?//....i feel like you implied-// i feel fine. im fine. you love me and im fine.// ...ok.// ok.// ................ ........... .....//.................. .........//.................//......................//..............................//............................//.............................................//.........................//-im sorry.//...................../...../..../............//i do love you.//.......i love you too.